Within The Light...

One Sunday morning
i found myself
walking a path
i hadn't walked before..
All alone
(there was no one around)
so, i used this time
for talking to God,
Just Him and me..
like it's supposed to be...
i found myself
asking him why
oh why, did I
have to live
the life i lived..
always depressed..
what purpose could
he have for me?
My life is nothing more
than a daily struggle.
I asked him why
When He gave others success
was i chosen to fail?
How do I receive
this blessing of a good life..?
I aked Him
Why did i find
all the wrong roads???
As i looked up
I saw a light
shinning down upon
the trees above me..
And a silent voice
within my soul
seemed to be saying
Keep your faith
I do know you..
I am here
witin the light
listening....
I am here.
suddeny it all became
so clear to me
I could see
the light on this tree.
I meen i really saw
this light on the tree..
Something changed in me
It broke something free
that held me back
kept me praying
over and over
again and again
for the same thing
to happen..
to find the right roads in life
the prosperous roads
the happy roads
the kind and loving
always success roads..
Yet, this road i'd found
today, this Sunday
had become
a road to God..
a road to light..
for each time i prayed
each time i called
upon God to lead me..
i asked that i find
the right roads in life..
I suddenly felt
remorse,
i felt selfless and dirty..
so many things
i could spend time
talking with God about..
and i talk these things..
When i walked this road
i did not intend
to venture far..
benieth the light
shinning on this tree
i found myself saying..
I found the road Lord..
I see the Road..
I'm on that road today..
I see th light...